Sick of crying
Tired of trying
Yeah I'm smiling
But inside
I'm dying!

That would be the story of my life I guess. I honestly don't know why I try so hard. No matter what I do it doesn't work so why try? Then I'm emotional so I cry which doesn't help. Stupid people make me so angry. Yeah maybe I shouldn't let it get to me but I can't help it. Why do I keep trying? I'm tired of kissing butt (not the word I wanted to use)! God! People these days.
Well I got asked to homecoming today. Not who I wanted to go with but I'm trying to be nice. Hope it doesn't turn out bad. Ughh! They lied when they said yur teenage years and high school were the best.
Yours truly,
Southern belle